I’ve been asking myself everytime

Mood: Probably depressed

Babe..you have high expectations

Yes I do. I have very high expectations on the people around me…my work and probably my personal life. Huh! Go figure. It’s not that I can’t lower it down – I just dont want. But when I’m stuck in such a weird situation, I ask myself do I really want all this?

Confusing as it may sound – I know what I want in life and it might not be what I’m going through rite now. It becomes inevitable becuase you are answerable to so many things in life. Do I fear the future and what lies ahead – yes I do . I seek comfort in knowing that the people close to me understands me fully to not care so much about me ( yes I am weird).

I have specific ways of dealing with all this anger & frustration

I’ve been asking myself everytime…I am neither their mothers , sisters or have any blood relations with them so why do I even bother? I don’t understand the concept

How do you go on if you no longer believe in it?